Day 10 Of the 21 Day Daniel fast




Today I was in bed until 1 o'clock in pain, my mom and dad brought me a salad trying to help and still honoring my fast, I love them. As I started to move around when I got some pain meds in me I had to drive to Edmond to pick up another prescription for more medicaitons. It gets old and I am really sick of it. But I thank the Lord everyday for the life I do have and for the life that he is giving me. I ordered Clayton and I Pei Wei on my way home. Tofu is my new love, it's great.

I dont hve much to say today other than I am tired and I have my bags backed to go to work tomorrow, I need to get back into a normality, I need my friends, I need conversation and I need a paycheck. My kids are great, but I dont want them to watch me suffer. I feel sometimes all they see me do is suffer. HOpefully Sheila will understand if my days are short at first then work to longer days... well good ngiht now now... God is Good all the time.............

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