In My Head

Life is good It's been years since I've blogged and I missed it. I miss having a place to voice my thoughts. I had a lot of changes in 2014. Another neck surgery, I quit working at the Heart Hospital, loooong painful recovery, and got a new job! Luckily change doesn't bother me. I've learned over the years to roll with the punches. I was blessed with Clayton in my life, he's been my rock. He's helped me cope with pain unbearable to the point I can barely take care of myself let alone him or my kids. He's patient, kind and loving. More than I've ever deserved. God sent me an angel in my darkest hours, for sure. Tony is 17 now. Teenagers are a mother's true test at motherhood. They make toddlers look like a walk in the park. He mouthy, opinionated, lazy, and smelly. I love him dearly and I'm glad this is just a phase. Thankfully I get nothing but compliments from others when he is away from me. At least I can say he learned something......

Welcome & Don't Be Offended So I needed a place to vent, a place to unwind, a place to be free, and speak my mind, free of criticism and judgement, opinion or emotion, someplace where I couldn't get in trouble for what I have to say. So I will try this to deal with life. Please do not be offended by the content, if you know me, during my blogging, it is what is in my head. I have dealt with alot of life changing events in the last couple of years and have just about lost everything that I use to call near and dear. The things that I once loved now are just not what I want or need in my life anymore. The hard part about it is I feel like no one gets it. I use to hold my friends so tight, as if they were family, and now they have all vanished during a time when I need them. I don't understand and quite honestly don't want to put myself in a place where I have to hear something that I don't want them to say because I fear what my reaction would be towards the...