Best Mistake I Ever Made

3 years ago today I got married and a very fast 15 months later my world was flipped upside down with disappointment. I fought to hold things together, we both did, but never recovered. Our relationship was not strong enough to hold together through such a crazy time. During months that we were together we managed to buy a house, motorcycle, and truck, get married, have a baby, and I had a hysterectomy. We loved hard and fast and then it was over. It was the best mistake I ever made. I say that because I learned how to love the wrong way and know what to look for next time. In situations like divorce all we can do is learn and move on. I say that but too have days, most all of them, that I blame myself for all the failure.

Eric and I created a beautiful daughter from love and through love we will teach her how not to fail, hopefully.



The Lord does work in mysterious ways......This song reminds me to be proud of the experiance.