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I wanna walk to endless sands with you. watch the horizons forever sunset. i dont know where you are. I dont know when I will meet you but I am waiting to be that someone's someone. One of these days when I fix my heart and know that I wont hurt someone trying to fix me I will let someone past this wall I try to imagine is not there. I want it to be gone. I have alot of forgiving t do, starting with him, then me. I need to let the failure ! feel go I blame myself for it not working and for him cheating.

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