Loneliness

I have a house full of things and people and my heart is emptying. Everyday I think things are getting better I have 4 days of worse to erase it. How do I make this better? What can I say to be heard. I don't want to be heard then belittled for my feelings. I want to be heard, really heard, life-changing, understood and heard. If I don't get this voice inside of me heard soon I have to go. I have to be heard.

I'm lonely with my stupid thoughts of planning to leave because I don't know how to be heard.