Unfavorable Pizazz

Unfavorable pizazz is so unlike me.

This week has been a very trying week for me. I have been sick since Saturday evening, early am Sunday. I ended up having strep throat, which I have never had before and I was miserable. I missed church, which for me is what my week revolves around. I lost 10 pounds over the course and had it not been for Clayton I probably would have ended up hospitalized because I only ate when he would make me and only got out of bed when he was off work to wash the sheets so he wouldn't get sick.

Finally today... I'm getting out of bed, slowly but my dad is over coaxing me out by telling me he washed my car for me to take a drive and its 60 degrees out. This afternoon I got a call that had already made me upset and I talked Clayton out of a rage (and me too to be honest) it felt good to be out. I hadn't driven in a week. Windows down, sunroof open, music loud, sunglasses, it was as corny as I am making it sound...

So with my weak 10 pound lighter self and some negative thoughts that I have some guilt for I am headed to church for the weekend to serve Christ. We usually attend the 1130 on Sunday and serve at the 1pm service but we are really spending the weekend with the Lord. We will be there for tomorrow evenings services and then again on Sunday for services.

I need my Pizazz back!!!!!!