Day 14 Of the 21 Day Daniel Fast

Service today was amazing as always......... Whys is it that by Friday I an craving to go back on Sunday. I think, that since now I really dont go out anymore I will start volunteering on Saturday evening services, maybe with the life kides groups or something. I know I would love it.

The new series was "I QUIT"

Brandon, Clayton's brother, who just got release from a 5 year jail sentence on Tuesday came with us and loved it which I was so excited about. The message was about GOD Intentions.... about not making excuses.

In the talk notes:As soon as I decided to be different, Satan gives me EXCUSES to stay the same.



Then the question was asked.....>What does God want to be different about your life? I answered.... pray more, be more of a spiritual leader in my home and pray more with my children.

Then the question was asked.....>Why does God want this part of your life to be different? He want me to pray more to glorify his name, he wants me to be more of a spiritual leader in my home to teach my children to be prophets and believers of Christ and he wants me to pray more with my chidren to be glorified in Christ and love Christ and know Christ loves them as I love then


Soooooooooo to do these and other things in my life I will DO WHAT I CAN DO & TRUST GOD TO DO WHAT I CANNOT DO

The Lord says........"Blessed are those who hunger"... I can relate to that. Here are some blessings that God come to mind.

This year has been a hard year for me, physically I have suffered and the people that have helped me pet through these times the most are Clayton and my parents. Clayton has come to every set of injections that I have had and nursed e back to health in the days, how ever many it took, afterwards. No matter what the cost, time of day or amount of tears I cried he was there for me to lean on. I have really never had anyone ever show me that type of unconditional care. My parents have been so supportive and helpful with my kids when I wasn't able to take care of them and Clayton wasn't able to take care of me and them at the same time. Even if I just needed a break to take a nap and didn't want to have to worry about the kids being awake while I slept they never hesitated. Thank you both.



I pray for the day that you all will be able to see and enjoy me again as a fun and exciting pain free person I once was. I thank God everyday for the blessings of you in my life, even if it is at the cost of me enduring at trial period in my life.