Managing

Injections tomorrow, I am anxious of course. You would think after 5 sets I would be over it but I'm still not. I can't get over having someone taking care of me. It's not normal.

I got moved, well somewhat... I can't help much so only some of it got done. The kids are settled though and Tony is ready to start school. Carlee is adjusting well, better than I thought.

Relatioship wise I am unsure where to head. I am fine being alone it is much easier than trying to explain who I am. Maybe I should make that understood a little more clearly before i get involved. Getting cheated on again hurt, but I didn't cry. Crazy huh? I think I am turning to stone. The heart does it, I have felt it before.