When the pain is too much

When the pain is too much to bare, so is life. I take pills but they just put me to sleep. When I wake up life is still there waiting on me to deal with it. I want to do so many thing but I know I can't. I dont have the energy to anymore. A simple hour trip to Walmart this afternoon made me hurt so bad I was in tears when I came home. When I leave work everyday I cry most all the way home because I can't take the pain medications that work and drive. I went to the physical therapist on Thursday and for the forst time he wasn't able to relieve a headache I had. On Friday I got a letter in the mail that I am scheduled for injections again on the 21st of this month. I am entirely terrified to have them done again. I do feel different but not a whole lot better. I will do them because I know that there is hope. There has to be something that works..... I hope this is it.. I am afraid I am going to loose people in my life if things don't hurry up and get fixed soon. Noone wants to be with someone who is always hurting and who has to be taken care of, hell I know I don't. Hopefully some relief will come soon and I wont have to worry about it any longer.