I am so torn about moving on and dating people even more after this week. I have met some pretty interesting guys and some incredibly not interesting guys. I am realizing that all this dating stuff is overrated. I just hate that I am even thinking about it.
I think that my life is maybe just to complicated right now anyways. To many of my hours are spent away from my kids as it is and if I start dating someone i wont be able to be around them either because i wont want them to be around some random person. Ughhh ..........but a girl has needs, not necessarily sexual just the companionship really.
I think just the fact that I am torn with this just proves that it isn't time. I have alot of things I need to clear up with God and myself first then maybe I will try a relationship again. Marriage thougth right now is not in my future......
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