I wish I was enough

I wish I was enough for you. Tonight you asked if we had plans. My plans were to be with you. You told me that you wanted to drink and that sitting at the house doing nothing wasn't fun to you. Why is it for me? Being with you is fun enough for me. The tension built so you passed the liquor store, but your mad. So mad in fact you won't talk to me and you are in bed at 930. Do you not like my company sober? I'm not the bottle and I don't make you drunk. I'm not enough for you? I hope this changes because my "half full" cup is starting to empty. I heart is breaking and my patience is thinning.

When you drink

When you drink

When you do it to relax but the opposite actually happens. When you drink I get stressed. When you drink I hurt. When you drink you aren't the person I fell in love with. You drink to forget your problems and they really surface. When you drink it's not attractive. When you drink you want to love on me but I'm sad. No one feels loved when they are sad. When you drink I lose faith. When you drink I wonder why we couldn't have just talked.

When you drink I'm lonely. When you drink you text my best friend and make inappropriate advances to her and when you're sober you wonder why we don't go over there. When you drink you say things to other women I'm not ok with. If I did these things you would have been gone a long time ago.

When you drink I don't drink because it's not fun anymore. You're a sad drunk, an angry drunk I'm a happy drunk.