In My Head

This weekend was weird, encouraging, inspiring and constructive. Weird because on Friday my ex husband got married. I think the main reason it was weird for me to deal with is because in my mind marriage is something I don't think I will do again. I suffer many months of crying, trying and being deposed acted our marriage and I don't believe he did. I lost something that I thought was a definite part of my life til the day I die. Instead of a death of a person It was the death of a relationship. I'm scared for my daughters ability to adjust. Something I am entitled to feel as a mother. I honestly thought his relationship with his daughter was his number one priority, but dont believe that to be true now. Encouraging because the Officer Chad Peery Benefit was held in Friday night. To see the profound amount of people who showed up to support, encourage, and be willing to help Chad and his family during this amazing event was breath taking. All the people that were involve ...

ITS OFFICIAL ------- OUR AMAZING PASTOR TREVER WILLIAMS ------ ------- ---- THIS PICTURE IS MY FAVORITE February 4th was my last blog........... On February 20th Clayton, Tony and I got saved. It was amazing. My live has truly changed. No matter how bad I feel physically I make it to church every Saturday. Sundays we serve at the church as greeters, sometimes Clayton drives the crazy little golf carts and helps on the driving team. Its our life. God is the center of our relationship and household. Wednesday nights we attend and serve and leaders for the children's ministry. Life is GRAND!!!!! It's so wild the way the Lord reaches in and grabs your heart, shakes it a little, and straighten you right up. Lifechurch has changed me in so many ways. Everyday I deal with a pain that is unbearable and rarely changed with pain medication. My belief in God has changed the way I receive that pain though. Instead of asking god to make it end and asking him why I am suffering I t...