This weekend was weird, encouraging, inspiring and constructive.
Weird because on Friday my ex husband got married. I think the main reason it was weird for me to deal with is because in my mind marriage is something I don't think I will do again. I suffer many months of crying, trying and being deposed acted our marriage and I don't believe he did. I lost something that I thought was a definite part of my life til the day I die. Instead of a death of a person
It was the death of a relationship. I'm scared for my daughters ability to adjust. Something I am entitled to feel as a mother. I honestly thought his relationship with his daughter was his number one priority, but dont believe that to be true now.
Encouraging because the Officer Chad Peery Benefit was held in Friday night. To see the profound amount of people who showed up to support, encourage, and be willing to help Chad and his family during this amazing event was breath taking. All the people that were involve Are amazing testament to grace,generosity, mercy and dedication to a friend speaks I'm volumes of their character. I was so glad I got to work along side of them.
I was deeply inspired my Clayton's niece Sierra. She has began to attend church services with Clayton, Brandon and me recently and she is really making strides in he'd relationship with Christ. For example, today during worship she had her hand lifes to praise Christ during worship today. She is such a great mother and I can't wait to see her sore through nirsing school.
Today I have more costructibe than I have been in a while. My medications seem to be right on for me right now. Hopefully it stays like this for a while, at least til I get to see the new doctor.
Evening Prayer
Lord, I have passed another day
And come to thank Thee for Thy care.
Forgive my faults in work or play
And listen to my evening prayer.
Thy favor gives me daily bread
And friends, who all my wants supply:
And safely now I rest my head,
Preserved and guarded by Thine eye.
Amen.
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