Today- October 26 2010
This crazy wheel of a world keeps turning around me and I can't find my right side up. My wrecking ball catchers mitt just isn't doing the trick anymore. It's crazy twisted and I am in it for the ride. I have never given up and won't. You cant knock me off my feet when im on my knees. I just want to understand. I want my heart to forget and not be knotted up. So I'm setting at the neurologists office once again hoping for a cure. Life with pain has really made me appreciate life before pain. It's made me weaker physically and mentally. I have prayed more in the last two years than I did as a catholic school girl when I was a child. The pain I have dealt with in the last 3 years has really done a number on my soul. It started with the high of my life, meeting Eric, getting married and having a baby that wasn't suppose to be possible. Then within just over a year my heaven became hell. I fought the fight I never thought I would have to trying to keep my marr...