In My Head

I have a cold heart. A least that is what I feel like. How can someone feel the way I want them to about me and I want to run away like I am on fire. I said I know what I want. Even in the palm of my hand, I am sweaty and trembling. I drop the exact thing that I live for and watch it break into a million pieces, emotionless, unable to help put it back together. I have a cold heart. Someone saw through the frigid frost bitten damage and saw me for me and I ignored it, and still do. I don't know what to do with this attention. I don't think I deserve this attention. A woman much greater, less damaged more willing, more caring, and warm deserves this. WARNING I have a cold heart. Do not disturb. I will hurt you. I am not what you need. I don't know what to do with you. WARNING

How do you define success at OSU? Having a DREAM is just a lost thought until someone listens to you. At OSU your dream is paved by counselor as an ACHIEVABLE path to success. I would define success at OSU by school spirit. This spirit is not in wearing the school colors of orange and black and cheering for our team at a sporting event. It is the marked PRIDE you get as you pull in the drive, the WARMTH and ENCOURAGEMENT in your instructors' greeting upon entering their classrooms, and leaving with a calming CONFIDENCE that encourages you to do your best until the next class period you are together. The success that OSU creates is much more than just an educational gain with a degree. It is a PERSONAL success that makes you walk taller and stronger amongst your peers. It is a GROWTH that cannot be reversed and is ever gaining. It is a sense of ACCOMPLISHMENT, with everyday and every return. Success is knowing that the EDUCATION that you will carry with you will be met with high reg...

6. Malaise Days (russell/ klein) (lyrics by a. russell) It's been one of those days, nothing seems right I slept through the sun, now I'm staying up all night I'm leaky-eyed, and dissatisfied with myself And my thoughts and my life ch: I wanna jump right out of my skin, I wanna jump right out, out of my skin I don't know where I'm goin', don't like where I've been I wanna jump right out , out of my skin Is this melancholly mood an epiphany? Or just renegade chemicals, unbalancing me I'm so uninspired, makes me tired and i'd sleep But my dreams don't bring me relief ch I went down to a club, the band was a joke Recycled nashville, imitation cowpokes If they're musicians, I'm a magician But they've got an album, the audience loved them ch I try to tell myself , I'll grow out of this It's just a passing youthfull fit But I've got this intuition, a sneaking suspicion Periodic malaise it's a human condition, it's a ...

I need just one more me One more me to be what I want to be. I have so many wants and no time for them all. How do I do it? How do I get to all this happiness? I know what I want and thier aren't enough hours in the day. Will I get it? Patience, is that the key?