In My Head

I started to build a wall that separated me from feeling again for anyone. That wall is gone. The hardest thing you will ever do is watch me be with someone the way I had to watch you. You can't do much better than me. Good luck finding what you didn't find in me I hope you miss me. I don't miss you anymore. I did. And when I did you didn't care. It's over, the feelings, the memories. The End

I have recently decided to move back in with my parents while I am in school. This decision is so hard for me because I love my independence and my pride, both of which I feel like I am losing. Besides the obvious financial break I will get a break from the driving back and forworth everyday, that will help with stress. My dad has offered to take care of Carlee full time, as if he already doesn't, so I can stay out there. Tony is going to changes school so that he will just be able to ride the bus to my parent house instead of riding it home now and waiting for my dad to pick him up everyday. I am never home now, just to sleep and know that this is the right thing for me to do but it is hard to swallow..My prayers have been answered and this is the right direction for me and my family. The stress it will relieve for school work and family will be much better for my health and the health of my kids. Prayers for strength and patience are appreciated.......... Here are some pictures f...