In My Head

We are creeping closer to 2010 and boy am I ready. I can't wait to see what it hold for me. 2009 is ending with great people and change. I am optomistic. More so than I have been in more than a year. Come on 2010 !!!!!!!

This is a argumentative paper I had to write and I chose to write about my experience in my first full semester of school: Taking the walk from the back of the parking lot into a college classroom was not quite what I saw myself doing 11 years ago when I was graduating high school. My back was packed with only two of the four books I needed for this semester because I couldn’t afford them. I held me head down half way into school feeling discouraged and disappointed in what my life had lead too. I still hadn’t quite figured out how I was going to pull of working 40 hours a week, 12 hours this semester and two precious kids that need me all the time. The second half for the walk to class I raised me head and gave myself a pep talk. I was doing the right thing. I was at least setting an example for my 11 year old child to persevere, no matter how old you are. Going to school meant spending less time with my kids, and more time on my education, but our future. Deciding to go back to colle...

Just wanting to blog because I haven't in a while. It's 1247am and I am still up. I stopped working on school work about an hour ago and am just listening to music. Trying to calm my head so I can sleep. I have so much on my mind and none of it makes any sense. ~Talked to an old friend that has gone through a recent heartbreaking loss tonight and it felt good to know he is okay. ~My English teacher really got me thinking tonight about my career path. ~Am I doing the right thing for my kids moving in eith my parents? so many questions for the maker......... when will he answer?

I guess I am moving in with my parents. I want to pursue my dreams of continueing on in school and with two kids it's kinda hard. I am working full time, taking 12 hours this semester and it seems to be taking a toll. My parents are insisting that I move in with them to make things easier on me. I know it will be hard and trying but need a break and i need help and letting my parents help me is going to be the biggest gulp of pride I have had to swollow in a while but I have to do it